Sorry I’v been neglecting my blog.I got caught trying to catch up with life and trying to take care of my health. I have extreme fatigue. This past week I’ve been falling asleep in my car when I’m off work and I dont wake up till 2 or 3 in the morning. I dont know if I’m burnt out from all that car drama I had going on and switching shops. On the positive side I went on my first real date.My first proper date…I had the best week of my life. I was running away from this person he had been trying for the longest time to get me to get to know him. Funny how women are (me) I didnt notice him until I saw a picture of him on his facebook wall with a lady friend..LOL..all of a sudden he became interesting.We met for mexican food. I had to wait an hour for him to get there..he was stuck in traffic visiting from Hawaii. I had prayed the nite before and same day we met that the man for me would buy me flowers, as I sat there eating chips and salsa I looked up and he’s walking in with a bouquet of flowers!! I got up from the table and ran to him like a bachelorette contestant. We hugged like we knew each other for many years. We talked and talked and ate and talk. I will tell you more about it later. I’m taking a facebook break. I am on a project of disciplining my emotions. I dont want to start blowing up his cell with text or calls. I want my experience with him to marinate and go with the flow…to be continued….
When I started to drop toxic people like hot potatos my life started to change for the better. People can be toxic without realizing it. Some people know they are toxic but don’t look inside themselves to change. I’ve changed tremendously in the last year. I always knew what I needed to work on but kind of left it in the back burner. When you are going through a trial it all comes up to the surface. I had an epiphany and was forced to change. I learned from my mistakes. I learned to be extremely picky with who I associate with in my personal life. Things started to just flow in motion for me when I got rid of toxic friends. When you grow spiritualy and emotionally you start to attract a different crowd. I got rid of my haters, the ones who put you down in a funny jokingly way…the ones who gave me strange gut vibes, the ones who tell everyone’s secrets ..you know who they are. ..I don’t think I can look back even if I wanted to. I have too many good things ahead of me. People can’t live with them can’t live without them.